With a tissue box as my best
friend and pills as my hope for relief, I was stuck in bed two days before my
birthday. It was between bed and school for most part of the week. Not the way
I hoped to spend it but thankfully I felt much better on my birthday….not in
the physical condition that I anticipated but guess what! It was one of the
best birthdays I have ever had. Not just because I got really nice/special
presents and delicious dinner with my amazing family but because there is such an
excitement within me about the year ahead and enjoying the journey that I am on
right now to getting there. I know this year will be better than any of the
years before cause everything within me cries “No one could have done this work
within me except Jesus!”. If I began listing all the things I am thankful and
happy about on paper….you might just get bored but to me….its my testimony.
A brief list to my actual
extensive list (like a macro to my micro list):
- First and foremost, that I have grown in my love for and knowledge of Jesus. That I encountered Him in an amazing way in my despair.
- My Father in Heaven has blessed me tremendously in ways I cannot express in words. There is a joy and peace within me that was never there before (my stubbornness to His will was the cause of the delay *yikes*).
- He is more real and involved in my daily life than ever before. The best part is….the more involved He is….the more blessed I am personally, financially, professionally, etc. He is so interested in every detail that it boggles me just how interested He is in my life.
- That I have a roof over my head (which is a beautiful house), clean water, good food and a healthy/functioning body.
- The amazing inventions that make my life comfortable/ make things fast and easy such fans, air-conditioners (for really hot days), taps/shower (I do not need to get water from a well), the internet, my new iPhone (I love it!), my laptop, etc. Got to love these inventions!
- My family that have always been my support system and so patient when I have not been the best person to be around.
- My close friends that are grounded women and men with amazing hearts.
- My job that gives me so much joy and tests my character every day! It shows me the kind of person I am and molds me to the person I want to be.
- The gifts I have or have developed over time.
- The person that I have become from the shy, awkward, geeky little girl that I was.
Sometimes things do not work out
the way you want it to be. In my case, I prayed about the things I want in
life. Jesus has been part of my decisions from a very young age. Many of the
times, I do not get what I want. Honestly, I get a much better thing that I
expected. Its ALWAYS been like that and I am soooooo grateful for that cause
His ways have always been much, much better than mine. That’s why I ask for
what I want and I trust God to either grant me my request or a much better
thing. Sometimes that much better thing leads to hardship for a greater
purpose….but I know He sees me through it all. He sees me through every season
and I have no lack.
If life is empty for you or if it is not working for you, I
want to introduce you to Jesus. Trust my Jesus and your life will be forever
changed cause He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. All you need is a little
faith. Nothing can be more right than allowing Him into your life.
Your friendly blogger :)
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